Jus had my first Qmgt test today. Tougher than my expection. Slight chance of getting a B+. It was indeed uncomfortable to see some1 copying like nobody business. Such *#@% !!!! Haha but well next to worry about will be scm test next week. Fully theory!!!

Anyway, life's good so far haha. Hope it'll get "better" hahaha.

Went to Salvation Army right after church ytd. W/o knowing more bout them and I just approached the office and told them bout my I&E plan. Left my email and hp no. there but it seems like until now they have not contacted me yet. Heard they do not attend to small events so well, cant tolerate the fact that here I'm trying to donate to u but it seems like u don bother at all. Not sure if wad I heard is true but if by tonight i have yet to receive any calls from them den I suppose I have to plan my plan.

4 reports due this week and will be having 2 tests this week!!! One of them is today!!! This week's really horrible!

Home alone again! Really bored staying at home alone haha. Went down to take a stroll around my area but yea here i'm again, blogging. Though there's work to do but just don feel like doing it sia. It's seriously a fact that I'm slacking too much this sem le la. Couldn't focus!!!

Have been listening to jay chou de cai hong haha. Suits my feeling now haha. Such nice song. Maybe it's cos of the misses that distract me from studies :(

Haha three nice phrases from cai hong:

1. 你要离开我知道很简单 (Tht's wad I wanted to tell "you")
2. 看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
3. 你的身影这么近我却抱不到

Went to sch for only 45 mins just to meet lecturer and update him on our event. But it ends at 11.45am so was able to acc tes to her sch for her last paper. Wonder if she feels awkward =. Anyway this is the first time I felt so nervous about my friends taking their exams, wonder why.

Come to think of it, 18yrs old, it means j2. It's just seems like friends are finishing their current level of education and pursuing the degree while the rest of us have one more year of dip to go. I guess this is the feelings of the sec 5 students in every sec sch. No choice but to see their friends leaaving them and pursuing a higher level of education. Just felt so weird. Haha

Prayers work! Finally he had heard my prayers haha. I guess most probably it'll be approve by tmr le ba. Anyway this few days, I have been chionging projects more than studying. Haven started studying sia!!! Too slack this sem. Let's see if i can still attain the same or in fact better results wif a new approach! HAHA. When tests or exams are around the corner then I'll focus haha. Next week there will be test!!!

3 more days before my sis finish her A's! Sure ti ta chao xing! I believe the same goes to the other bro n sis in christ hahaha. All the best sisters hahaha. The 3 AC sians haha

It's been 3 days since the book prize ceremony. It was the first time and I suppose it was the last time. Seems like year 3 got no book prize? Don seem to see any year 3 students in the book prize. Well, the few seconds on the stage was indeed memorable and honorable. Felt proud of myself hahaha. 4th in the whole level!!! Praise the lord!!!

If there's any1 who wish to get motivated, book prize ceremony is the event that u shud attend. Motivational :)

Anyway went for medical check-up in church today. Had to chou xue(xie)!!! Wasnt as pain I expected it to be haha. Medical check-up for just 10 bucks, worth it indeed.

A brand new start!!! Yep starting of today. 太容易死心 hahaha. First test of the sem, this friday!!! Heard it's tough but gotta try!!! Hmm hope I'll get motivated and replenish my spirit this thurs haha.

For now I wud say, nth is holding me back. Maybe it's time to leave. Soon, maybe? Follow the heart :)

Just finished watching secret today. Woo hoo! It's so romantic and interesting thought a little sad. Don really get wad's the ending but yea, feel like learning piano now haha. Man this movie makes me imagine tht i'm the main char sia hahaha. Think too much liao haha.

Anyway tried to invite her to another event today but kana turned down again. I'm getting lesser and lesser of things to chat wif her as time goes by. Sad but well, talk too much may get emotional at times. Wonder why am I trying so hard now, just hope to get over wif it if she just keeps on turning down haix.

My baby's sick today - laptop. Though she was just kidding but yea infected with Trojan. So unlucky!!! Skipped strings today and stayed at home the whole day to look after her. Went around asking my friends for medicine to cure her. I ended consulting Norton but he was useless, couldnt detect anything so my last attempt was DR.Web. Till now he is still observing my baby and hope he can really cure her. Sigh!!! Wasted my whole day waiting and couldn't do my work.

Anyway, went to Giordano with siu long to buy my black jeans just nw and I got it at 40% discount!!! Cool right!!! Hahahaha!!!

Been looking forward to today, Thursday. Finally our last gathering for the first batch of OIP students. It was indeed pleasant and touching to see everyone again after 4 weeks of lesson back in sgp.

Presentation today! I was seriously nervous till I couldn't speak naturally but the others presented very well and I'm glad for them. Anyway, I got a prize for my blogging haha. Again thanks to my sec sch frenz, Andy for creating this blog for this since sec 4. Praise the lord!!! :)

I hope the bond that holds the 20 of us together will not fade and it was indeed a pleasure and happiness to know all of you :)

Things tht happened a year ago came back to my mind when I saw 2 of the ppl whom i once encountered. Though it has alrdy been a year but it seems like I still couldnt forget it and somehow a sense of fear filled me whenever I saw any of them. Well but wif god as my enabler hahaha nth can touch me hahaha. A tiring day indeed. Hope tmr will be better.

To try or not to try? Should I put aside everything and go ahead with the plan?

Just when I thought i succeeded, I realised i'm gaining weight back again. Have been gyming more often than usual but why am I still gaining weight!!! Lol. Shud really cut down on my diet. Cant stand the fact tht I'm gaining weight! Must get fitter hahaha.

Thank god this few week don really have lots of work to do, at least I know the projects can still be delayed for a little while. Couldn't concentrate on my studies!!! ARHX!!! Heart's just not there. Starting of this sem, my center of focus had already been shifted. Good or bad I'm nt sure.
Let's hope everything I do now will be meaningful, beneficial and fruitful :)